my BLACK Thursday on 15/04/2010

15 April 2010 is my black Thursday...have my exam on the day...after exam i need back to Ipoh b'coz my friends help me bought the movie ticket...so I need back early...

the worse things is coming..............


my dear and I pack all the things ready for went out!!! when I went out from hostel the rain was coming...We find all our friends who have car can fetch us went out to bus station...but all of them also went out for lunch, class or they have their things to do...so I choose call the taxi come to fetch us out...but the taxi station no someone pick up my phone...finally I call my friend (Desmond) help he fetch us out...very thanks he willing to fetch us went out...thanks him so much...after that we can take the bus at 5pm...

When we arrival Ipoh...the sky is very dark and almost raining...we think we can safety reach home...but my dear talk something make me very angry...he said if we worse till the rain come before  we reach home...I hate him...coz the rain really coming make us need ran back to home...

the day is my BLACK Thursday...

my lovely puppy__xixi

My lovely puppy cut her hair ady....so cute right?

Before

After

Cherish everything we have in front of

Walking can be a long or short time life on the road...time is like a river...cannot forgot the left bank of memory, grasp the right bank is worth their youth, the middle is a young and fast flowing faint of sad. World there are many good things, but really do not get their own.

Not necessarily have to love a person...have one person must take to love her...many people do not know how to value the possession...only to lose before that lost a lot of things will not come back.

Many of us like this...they do not care about attention and things around us...always thought of others have is the best...you forgot everything around them...People often say that no landscape around them...in fact scenery around you...but you do not pay attention to Bale..

Different circles of life for everyone...also owned by different...in your eyes...it's just because it is owned by someone else...but also because you have someone or something standing in the perceptive of different elements...Life is short..we must Cherish everything we have before us...

HOME and Friends

miss my home so much...long time no back home d...coz my working hours till Sat 2pm that have a lot of meeting on Sat also...make me cant back my hometown more than 1 month...pity...

Working make me stay alone...no friends no family...always is myself...lucky i got my puppy accompany me everyday...my housemates all go to their girlfriend's house and accompany them...i stay at there alone again...i dislike this life...i want to change my life be happy and have a lot of friends accompany me...i scare lonely...At there i dun have a lot of friends i only have few friends there but they need to study and accompany their boyfriend...no time accompany me...i dislike at there and work at there also...i miss my family and friends in hometown...

I have to think if my boyfriend and accompany me everyday that is more sweet and happy...but i scare he waiting me back from work will feel very boring I dunno what can I do...if i got a car i can drive myself no need others help that is more better than now...i can back to my hometown in anytime if i got a car...haiz...........still have 3 weeks need to stay at there...i really dislike the life at there...no friends and family cant back in anytime...if fetch by my friends they will unhappy and talk so much...i dislike that...that will make my unhappy...buy if they are my good friends they also talk so much and like dislike fetch me they tell me...dun lie me...i will hate them...i dislike they help coz wanna see they complexion...my friends always said me only have my bf in my mind...but i also have take care them...but they think they got care me? i dunno also...

Haiz...only 3 weeks i can back to my life...no training and stay at there so more d...

working hours...

u know what i doing in working hours?
u know how i manage my working hours time?

BORING in working hour time la...dunno what i can do in this office...i online everyday...msn everyday...got work juz do but sure can very fast finished it d lo...dunno how la...their work very easy la...oni sit in front the pc n help them typing...they also like nothing to do...all staff like feel free...


got somethings i very angry one ar...that is the staff here have xxx i very hate...coz he/ she ask me do work every time...he/she every time saw someone free also dun wan find they work d wo...must disturb me d wo...then have some case he/she saw me doing work also want me help him/her do d wo...
all the staff like to ask me doing work n no ask others trainee help d wo...i also is a trainee only...when saw me doing work pls find others help...i'm not a god...cant do a lot of works in same time...
TOLONG