朋友

如果有个知心朋友那该有多好...有心事可以向他倾诉，不必收在心里更不会让我觉得心烦...可是在这世上哪还有谁能让我相信呢？好朋友喔？不也是在你面前做做模样而已...他们在你背后做了多少坏事，你懂吗？现在的人让我觉得很恐怖，恐怖到连在你背后对你做了坏事却还能在你面前假装没事一样...还能在你面前装无辜...这才是他们最恐怖的一面...


无论你对他们多好都好...他们都不会当作一回事，他们只会知道你对他好那是应该的...真不明白为什么会那么白痴对他们那么好...他们根本就不当你是一回事...对他们好干吗？他们根本就不值得你对他们那么好...他们只会在你背后笑你笨笑你蠢而已...别再做傻瓜了...不值得...


俗语说得对“人心险恶”...到底谁能让我相信呢？没有...我不会再相信任何人了...他们爱怎样就怎样吧！现在唯一能让我相信的人就只有“他”了...如果连“他”也背叛我的话，我想我真的会崩溃...别看我好像很坚强的样子，其实我的心是很脆弱的...


算了吧...其实一个人生活还不错...更何况还有“他”陪在我身边...这已经很足够了...

烦恼变成不再烦恼

为何人总是有很多很多的烦恼呢？

烦恼真是让人很无奈...人活在世上总会遇上无尽无穷的烦恼...例如人在读书时期总要面对成绩的问题，烦恼着“成绩怎样，考得好吗？” “糟了！考得那么差，该怎么办呢？ 无法毕业了...前途没了...” 当你在工作时又要烦怎样面对同事和上司...又要烦钱够不够用...有时还要烦恼怎样与朋友相处...

在生命中总会碰到无数的烦恼，烦恼是一种极具破坏情绪的东西...面对烦恼我们应该怎样应付呢？情绪受到破坏，怎么办呢？为什么人活在世上会有那么多烦恼呢？到底怎么才能把烦恼变成不再烦恼呢？

黑色星期五的13号

Europe人说：黑色星期五，如果是13号在加上星期五呢？那是更黑了。。。

原本我还不相信的。。。可是偏偏我的生日就在星期五的13号。。。我们就去旅行。。。就在当天事情就接二连三地发生了。。。

其实这种事情不轮到你说不信的。。。事情发生后你才会知道什么是恐怖。。。

鬼节快要到了。。。在此告诉大家千万不要出太多夜街，免得碰上不应该碰到的东西。。。

心情。怀念

帮朋庆祝生日是一件很开心的事情。。。好久没这么开心过了。。。每天都关在家里和公司之间，很少出去。朋友少了也没什么朋友在身边感觉好寂寞好孤独哦。。。

想起以前一班朋友出去喝茶，打SDO， 还有和我以前的同学们一起聊天，玩玩，听听他们说的废话。。。以前的生活真的比现在多采多姿多了。。。

可是。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

在我到了学院读书后，才知道什么是假情假意，笑面虎，口是心非等等。。。超讨厌这种人啊！为什么这世界上要存在这种人？在这里我的确过得很不开心。。。真的很想过回以前的生活。。无忧无虑，开开心心的过生活！心里好空虚。。都不知道该怎样才好？

朋友！！！真的超想你们啊！

Bad Luck

the day I very black luck...my Hand phone spoil in morning...after I worked went back 2home...I take out my laptop and use it...i found my adapter spoil...wtf...they spoil at the same time...where i get the money to buy it? I not yet get my salary on the day...who can help me?      

The next day...my lovely puppy sicked...she fever d...how? my bf and I ask my boss borrow car for us use...because that time to late...all the pet shop closed ady and my boss they need went out take their dinner...but they fetch us to kampar old town...because we worry our puppy and feel rush...so my wallet missing ady...OMG!!! how come my luck so bad luck in this few day...

Next day !!! I found my wallet d...but that person dun wan give back me...he said he want get RM300 with me...WTF!!! why i want give him money? that is my thing...he ask me give him money...if he is a good old man...i think i will give him few money yum cha...but he is a very bad old man in Kampar...If who received this number plas call and scold him...coz he is a very bad old man...he went to my hometown house and get money with my mum HE GO KACAU  my parent...i got record what he talking about...if i got anythings o accident...pls call this number because is this person take my wallet 012-5927292... 

my BLACK Thursday on 15/04/2010

15 April 2010 is my black Thursday...have my exam on the day...after exam i need back to Ipoh b'coz my friends help me bought the movie ticket...so I need back early...

the worse things is coming..............


my dear and I pack all the things ready for went out!!! when I went out from hostel the rain was coming...We find all our friends who have car can fetch us went out to bus station...but all of them also went out for lunch, class or they have their things to do...so I choose call the taxi come to fetch us out...but the taxi station no someone pick up my phone...finally I call my friend (Desmond) help he fetch us out...very thanks he willing to fetch us went out...thanks him so much...after that we can take the bus at 5pm...

When we arrival Ipoh...the sky is very dark and almost raining...we think we can safety reach home...but my dear talk something make me very angry...he said if we worse till the rain come before  we reach home...I hate him...coz the rain really coming make us need ran back to home...

the day is my BLACK Thursday...

my lovely puppy__xixi

My lovely puppy cut her hair ady....so cute right?

Before

After

Cherish everything we have in front of

Walking can be a long or short time life on the road...time is like a river...cannot forgot the left bank of memory, grasp the right bank is worth their youth, the middle is a young and fast flowing faint of sad. World there are many good things, but really do not get their own.

Not necessarily have to love a person...have one person must take to love her...many people do not know how to value the possession...only to lose before that lost a lot of things will not come back.

Many of us like this...they do not care about attention and things around us...always thought of others have is the best...you forgot everything around them...People often say that no landscape around them...in fact scenery around you...but you do not pay attention to Bale..

Different circles of life for everyone...also owned by different...in your eyes...it's just because it is owned by someone else...but also because you have someone or something standing in the perceptive of different elements...Life is short..we must Cherish everything we have before us...

HOME and Friends

miss my home so much...long time no back home d...coz my working hours till Sat 2pm that have a lot of meeting on Sat also...make me cant back my hometown more than 1 month...pity...

Working make me stay alone...no friends no family...always is myself...lucky i got my puppy accompany me everyday...my housemates all go to their girlfriend's house and accompany them...i stay at there alone again...i dislike this life...i want to change my life be happy and have a lot of friends accompany me...i scare lonely...At there i dun have a lot of friends i only have few friends there but they need to study and accompany their boyfriend...no time accompany me...i dislike at there and work at there also...i miss my family and friends in hometown...

I have to think if my boyfriend and accompany me everyday that is more sweet and happy...but i scare he waiting me back from work will feel very boring I dunno what can I do...if i got a car i can drive myself no need others help that is more better than now...i can back to my hometown in anytime if i got a car...haiz...........still have 3 weeks need to stay at there...i really dislike the life at there...no friends and family cant back in anytime...if fetch by my friends they will unhappy and talk so much...i dislike that...that will make my unhappy...buy if they are my good friends they also talk so much and like dislike fetch me they tell me...dun lie me...i will hate them...i dislike they help coz wanna see they complexion...my friends always said me only have my bf in my mind...but i also have take care them...but they think they got care me? i dunno also...

Haiz...only 3 weeks i can back to my life...no training and stay at there so more d...

working hours...

u know what i doing in working hours?
u know how i manage my working hours time?

BORING in working hour time la...dunno what i can do in this office...i online everyday...msn everyday...got work juz do but sure can very fast finished it d lo...dunno how la...their work very easy la...oni sit in front the pc n help them typing...they also like nothing to do...all staff like feel free...


got somethings i very angry one ar...that is the staff here have xxx i very hate...coz he/ she ask me do work every time...he/she every time saw someone free also dun wan find they work d wo...must disturb me d wo...then have some case he/she saw me doing work also want me help him/her do d wo...
all the staff like to ask me doing work n no ask others trainee help d wo...i also is a trainee only...when saw me doing work pls find others help...i'm not a god...cant do a lot of works in same time...
TOLONG

Friend again with HIM

my lover...  

伤心是于事无补。。。 解决才是最重要的。。。

 这种事情是不能靠别人只能靠自己。。

伤心只会让自己不开心。。。这又何苦呢？

于是决定选择解决。。。互相坦白。。。这样问题就不再是问题了。。。

解决了心里也舒服清爽了。。。

两个人在一起最重要是互相迁就 。。。

WHAT can i do?

Once its broken many time when i quarrel with him...

He start to lost pieces when he make me feel sad...

I keep its to myself for now before I lose too much...

I already in a deep in this few day...

I really DUNNO how to do it...

I put my heart into all that I wanted with u

You show me time and time again

Make me heart time and time 

The broken heart is difficult recover...

Day too SAD

Dunno hat his thinking about...no sms me in this few days...juz i find him...he always play his mahjong and accompany his friends...like his friend and games importance than me...feel wan cry...i so sad but he dunno...


I HATE HIM
i dun wan ply attention 4him jo...

if he dun wan come then wont come la...DUN WAN C HIM FOREVER JO...
HATE HIM VERY MUCH

find another guy better then him one...sayang me very much d....

final exam result coming out today

feel very scary today...coz final exam result coming out make me feel scary and nervous... will i fail more than 3 subjects?

better dun let me feel so much subjects coz i really no time to study that...wish i can pass all these subjects...

College have to raise the resit fees...need RM 100 per subject...so expensive d...i dun wan waste my money for resit paper...wuwu....................

what i learning today

what i learn today?

i learn how 2check fight aqnd booking it....that have a lot of codes need to remember...difficult leh...cant remember so much...that fight codes i also forgot d...i learn that in year 1 sem 2 now have 1 year already...all also forgot jo...blek........ :p

lucky i not in ticketing department...wakaka.........

training live

boring in training course...dunno what we can do and nothing to do... but yesterday we learn about the Japan trip program...our brand only have 3 persons have...we very boring at here and feel nothing at here...
Today my colleague(Jack) and I go out for help our company bank in check and cash, paid digi bill and...........(secret)...

But our company have MATTA fair next week...We have a lot of works on next week d...wakaka.............

final sem...

finally i finished my exam d..now only wait for my industry training...i will travel to Ipoh and training at there...i stay with my best friend (hoi ting)  i think i will have a happy training at there coz have my friend accompany me...after final sem i have to plan my new life...i wish i can have a very nice life din my future...

my new life will like the plant...grown again...

喜欢

什么是喜欢? 什么才是喜欢?  怎样才算喜欢? 喜欢的感觉是怎样的? 要怎样才知道喜欢上一个人? 喜欢有哪些徵兆? 


当你脑海中不断出现他的影像...因他而感到心神不宁...做事无法集中注意力...心思总是绕着他打转的时候...你就要意识到已经产生了喜欢情愫...


你时时刻刻陪在他身边...想要他对你笑...温柔对待你...只想要他的眼中只有你一人...就说明了你对这个男人产生无可救药的依恋...再进一步...你就会要求得更多...一切徵兆都代表你喜欢上他了...


当你心里不断想起他...又不断否认喜欢上人家的时刻...其实爱苗已经悄悄滋生了...


原来喜欢是这么奇妙...如果你有以上的徵兆...记得一定要好好把握机会...对你喜欢的人做出行动...不要呆呆的等待哦...因为时间是不等人的...


如果你喜欢的人已有心爱的人...那你就要等待机会的出现...不要放弃...总有一天你会成功的......

For my secondary classmates (5 Mawar)
We have plan to Pulau Pangkor on 17 Feb n 18 Feb
who interest about this trip pls infor me n sms 2me let me know how many people will go...
Below is those information about the trip :

 Apartment 2 rooms in Coral Bay Resort is RM400 per room 

(because its peak season so will more expensive)

Transportation is RM 1500 (2 days) 

who's confirm to this trip :

Hoi Ting 

Soo En

Kar Min

Me n my bf (DY)

*Pls fastest let me know...thkx

good news

2day my lecturer return our assignment, mid test and test to us... very surprised...wah............our group assignment get the highest mark...Oh yeah..................... 

who said we can't do?

who said we are the worse team?

who said we stupid?

I hate them...they don't want us join they group...said we dunno how to do, cant do it...they separate us... never mind...Now we get the highest mark in this assignment...

GOOD JOB FOR MY TEAM MEMBER...Thanks you help me done this assignment...i also want to thanks my dear (DeYang) he really help me so much...thanks you teach me how to do it...

Now i want to teach all of you...without you we also can done our job and try our best to let you know we can do it...Don't think we didn't attended to class, we can't done our job...